Could this be the beginning of recognition for a small town girl in a big-big world? My voice is being heard in the loud and busy internet world... but why?
"Motorcycles, Strippers and a Really Big Elevator" was something described to me by one of my Twitter contacts known as SexinStilettos after she told me she had a dream about me the previous night when I asked what the dream was about, she said "i don't really remember except there was motorcycles strippers and a really big elevator"... It does however leave a lot to the imagination... combined with a couple of other occurrences this week, I have been motivated to write about my 'cyber' life experiences in the past few days.
The next occurrence that had me intrigued this week was being contacted by Cat Bauer as I had mentioned in my previous blog post. I was invited into her home to watch the famous 'Regata Della Befane' through the Grand Canal today. The unfortunate part was that I woke up very ill with a sore throat and chesty cough so didn't think it was a good idea to wander out into the snow and spread my germs to new people I was about to meet! I will admit though, I was very disappointed with myself, but my luck seemed to turn back around when Cat had phoned me later in the afternoon... it was so wonderful to chat with her, and to hear the positive things she had to say about me - her openness with the discussion about why she had approached me to join them today, as inviting a stranger to her home is not something she would generally do- but she has enjoyed reading my blog and thinks I am an 'intelligent young lady' (for those that know me, please refrain from laughing out loud!) - I was flattered and really am looking forward to meeting with her when I get back from London next week.
The last thing that happened via the cyber world this week was a comment left on my previous blog post by Erla Zwingle. Most of the comments and feedback I have received throughout my short blogging-life have been quite positive and fun - basically due to the fact that the only people I though to have been reading were my family and friends back home. Initially I had started this blog for fun, an on-line travel journal for them to keep up with me as I make changes in my life everyday, but I have expanded on my blog subjects and Erla made me realise that there are more people out there day by day stumbling across this page and taking the time to read.
At first I thought it was quite negative to receive this comment, but after reading the information there I realised that firstly, having someone of this caliber 'care' about what a nobody like me had to say was a great compliment. Secondly, that I could learn a lot from someone with this experience and knowledge of the city I now call 'home'. There is a lot to learn in this lifetime so I took on the information as an educating experience - the one thing about my blog that I thrive on achieving is to keep my own voice. I am not writing a journalism column, I am not producing news headlines - I have studied these at university and if it was what I wanted to do, I would find employment within the field - I am just a girl writing about experiences, my daily changing life and whatever else pops into my mind... but I do have big dreams and a passion for the written word (afterall.. it is mightier than the sword, right?)
The part of the comment however, that did strike me harder than pointing out my errors was this
"Especially if you say you love Venice. Venice, like a person, can only really be loved as she deserves by people who try to understand her, not just ramble on about how she looks."
Just reading that line I can sense the passion this person holds for this city that I once critisized and claimed to dislike... over time I have claimed Venice, the most Romantic city in the world -to me- to be a magical city, one where dreams are coming true everyday and one that has seen me grown and change in such a short time. I have been lured by her beauty over a short time, from a mild crush to a full blown romance with this life.
I also never considered there to be a correct way on HOW to love. Relationships, perspectives and experiences are all so diverse and always changing - just like people, that to 'feel' emotion, like LOVE for something or someone is not always going to be the same. I will still say that I am passionate about this city, maybe after 2 months of living here I am still in the 'Honeymoon Period', still with so much to explore, so much to learn and so much to see - but does that mean that I can't claim a love for something... am I not loving the correct way... and can anybody ever tell us how to love - I'm just like every other emotional person, I just feel.














